Reflections From My First Hunt
With Ibex ambassador, Heidi MacDonald-Nixon
Heidi MacDonald-Nixon 〡 Oct 1ST, 2024
Just before 7am, I meet Sam under the broken streetlight of Sitka’s downtown harbor. Three brown bears roamed these docks a few days ago in the wee hours of morning, looking for scraps. Something about the cold and dark of fall setting in that has all the animals, ourselves included, motivated to stockpile food for winter.
Today, our minds are on Sitka black-tailed deer. Native to the coastal rainforest that we live in, these deer can be harvested six months out of the year, giving Alaska residents the best chance of filling their freezer. Subsistence hunting and gathering is a way of life here, thanks to the local Tlingit people that continue to lead by example. The astronomically high prices of food at the grocery store make it enticing as well.
Sam, like many other people in Southeast Alaska, is hoping to gather as much meat as possible to feed his family of five. He is also dealing with a pesky leg injury, and has offered me to join him on this hunt with the understanding I am willing to carry all of the weight. Growing up in a Canadian family that only observed guns from behind our TV screen, I feel honored to be able to tag along. One of my goals for the year is to harvest my first animal, so we are both grateful for this symbiotic relationship that formed at the local treatment center, where we met working as substance abuse counselors.
We climb into his 20-foot aluminum boat, more commonly referred to around here as a “skiff”. Although it’s still dark, the moon reflects on the ocean like a spotlight guiding our way north. It’s not long before we see the familiar plumes of humpback whales, and we idle in silence while a pod of 3 pass within feet of the boat. About an hour later we are on shore, hauling our gear from the boat up the slick, rocky beach in our matching camouflage rubber rain gear.
Sitka black-tailed deer hunting, unlike some other forms of deer hunting, is an active endeavor. We’re hiking (read: bushwhacking) to about 1,300 feet and will be scouting for deer along the way. This island is home to over 1,000 coastal brown bears, one of the most densely populated areas on earth. It’s not long before we spot one crossing the creek headed our way, but a quick yell to alert our presence spooks it off in the other direction. These bears are carnivores; they gorge themselves on fish all summer and turn their appetite to deer in the fall months. Right now, it’s October, and we are competing apex predators.
A few hours in, yet to spot a deer, we stop for lunch in an old growth forest and decide to try to call in a deer. We are using a locally made deer call, a small piece of wood, similar to a whistle, that mimics the sound of an injured fawn or female deer. Deer calls are used to entice bucks to come into the vicinity, they tend to work great during the rut, but they can also unwillingly call in bears. Today, we are unlucky, and the only response we get is from the latter. Almost instantly, I hear what I can only describe as a hysterical huffed cackle and turn around to see a 1,000-lb blob of fur and muscle heading our way. Within 20 feet it catches our scent, turns, and veers down the trail in the direction we had just come from, leaving Sam and I stunned. The image of its giant bicep muscles rubbing against its thick chest with each galloping step will stick in my memory for longer than I want.

Bear tracks on beach

Hiking through the dense rainforest

We push on, knowing that if we turned around we’d be heading in the direction of the bear. We make noise for a while, abandoning our silent stealth mode. Hiking along for another hour, we come upon a buck that is unbothered by our chatter and offers a perfect shot. I duck down and cover my ears as Sam aims and fires. A clean shot drops the deer in its tracks. We spend the next half hour quartering the animal as efficiently as possible, taking turns standing watch and hollering for the potentially hungry nearby bear.
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We are six hours in at this point, and decide to begin our descent. Stepping over downed trees, we come across two more deer that stand and watch us for long enough that I decide to go for it. I hold the rifle up, taking some deep breaths. I locate my target through the crosshairs of the scope ; I’m aiming for just below the head. A few more deep breaths, I gently pull the trigger like I’ve been taught. The deer drops, and the other one runs away. We slowly approach and find a dead buck with a shot placed exactly where I wanted it. With darkness encroaching and a bear potentially still in the area, we don’t linger for long. We gut and quarter the deer with haste, taking care to not waste meat, while recognizing the risk we have chosen to expose ourselves to today.
The rain pummels us, soaking through our hats and drenching my hair. My rubber rain gear has the breathability of a clogged snorkel, but at least it keeps me mostly dry. Under my thick rubber overalls and jacket, I wear a thin wool base layer top and bottom. If there’s anywhere in the world to avoid cotton, it’s southeast Alaska, and today I am grateful for quality gear that allows me to push my limits.

Heidi MacDonald-Nixonis was and raised in Canada, Heidi now lives in Southeast Alaska. Her passion is backcountry skiing, choosing to forego lift tickets for the last 5 winters in order to prioritize earning turns in remote places. She spends many weeks per year in the field through her work as a NOLS instructor (@nols_alaska) and avalanche educator. She also works in the mental health field, advocating for the importance of time in nature as a form of healing.. Follow her journey and work here @heidi.nixon
Heidi'S favorite hunting layers:

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